I have never been a super spontaneous person. I am always up for an adventure... but I like to plan as much as I can before we go. This is no different.
I have been running through millions of scenarios in my head for months now. When we get to Portland who will work, where will we work, where will Drew go to school, will we have health insurance... and the list continues... do I want to do the same type of work I do now, do I want do something else, do I want to stay home?
Some very wise friends of mine told me to knock it off.
And today... I feel really peaceful about leaving for Portland with no employment lined up. Is it faith? It's possible. Is it complete naivety? Also, very possible. Whatever it is - I'm finding comfort in it.
Sometimes we have to
So... for now... instead of worrying about what I am going to do next... I am going to start dreaming about what I am going to do next.
Maybe I'll start a blog!... oh, wait..
Maybe I'll be BETTER about posting on my blog! I have some fun ideas... maybe I just need some time to work on them.
Are you excited? I'm excited.
this is me, flying... you can tell by my sassy outfit
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